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2009-06-11T14:18:00.000-07:00

pictures at work.
aniwaes. i'm missing out on soo many things since i've started working.
Oh god ! how much i miss my life before this.
but on the other hand. work has been fun for me and belle. *hahahahaha*
i need a life man.

took mc today. too tired to go to work.
and now im off to go get some rest.
will update soon on my next off days.
which i dont know when.
hahahahahhahahahaa.

chaos.

2009-06-03T03:28:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna make this update a short one.
Like finally I've found a job !
hahahahaha.
*weeeeoooooo*

And the best part is that I'm working with my babygirl !
Belle has been there for me through thin and thick. I Love You Babygirl !
And now I'll have to see her face like almost everyday.
I LOIKE ! hahahahahaha .
but my working hours damn shiat leii .
8pm till 6am .
mampos ! I can't even enjoy like this !
But on the brighter side. I'm enjoying and has been partying my ass off at work.
Doesnt make any difference actually.

ohh well.
I'm off to work soon.

And to my sayang . hahahahahaha.
Stop guessing. I won't tell.
*blueks*

chaos people.

oh and lastly.
To Nabila . HAPPY 18TH BITHDAY !
wahh da 18 . tinggal nana je . hahahahha.
*Come down to my workplace okieee. drinks on me. CHEYYYYYYYYYYY~*

2009-05-30T12:52:00.000-07:00

now now where shall i start ?

Maybe I should start by telling you readers that . . .
My . . . .
PARENTS HAS BEEN READING MY BLOGGIE ALL THIS WHILE !
yes ! the both of them !
I quickly checked my blog for any rated 21 or any explicit pictures of meh .
But *phew*. Thank god there wasn't any .
haha.

Anihoos dooles doo . I have like soooo many. trust me . SOO MANY thing to update.
With the tons of pictures waiting for me to upload .
Bahhhh . Will do it when I'm really really free.
Cause seriously , my life has never been as awesome as it is now.
*even though I'm still jobless*
hahahahahahahahahahahahaah !

So aniwaes the reason I'm updating my blog is because . .
I'm bored and its already 4am now and I can't sleep cause I just woke up.
Hence the update.
I'm suppose to wake up like ard 10am later.
Cause I'm going . .SUN TANNING with babygirl and Caca .
*wohoooooo*

Aniwaes I just feel like updating abt this.
Cause I find it rather funny ? LOLx!
Was at Town just now with Bazly. I know. It's been ages oii since I last went to town.
We were watching Night At The Museum 2 *seriously. I don't recommend you guys to watch it* , and after the show we went out for our smoke break.
And there were this I don't know ? something like Singapore Idol perhaps but its called . . . I forget what its called.
Aniwaes . there were some youths singing and came this one girl .
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. *ok let me capture the moment first*
hahahahahahahahahhaha !
She's kinda . .huge ? And she sang the song A moment like this by Kelly Clarkson.
And btw I'll be singing that song when Nana gets married. *awwwwwwwww*
So she was really like seriously really really out of tune.
I just didn't have the courage to look at her performing cause she was just terrible ?
Trust me. If there's a word way below than terrible. I think it should apply to her.
So she way happily singing when it started to . .RAIN !
yes ! it was raining heavily out of a sudden and people all running here and there.
Chaotic. But her , she just wouldnt wanna stop !
I seriously was laughing my ass off cause there's this saying that goes
"seperti katak panggil hujan"
but this i think it should be
"seperti badak sembu memanggil hujan"
*perangai gemok!*
LOLX !
okay im done talking abt her.
She kinda ruined our plans a bit.
But oh well .
I had a great time with Bazly . *even though he forced me to dance the song " nobody " by wondergirls right infront of TAKA !
bahhhhhhhhhhh !
thanks bus .
hahahahahahahahaahah.

so so so. what else.
Will be going to Double O this thurs with babygirl .
*weeeeooooooooo*
And Nana .
There's still no progress between me and "HIM".
Lets pray for the best for both of us k.
heheheh. *smiles*

and and and.
Im missing my babies.
Lubna,Farah,Haida,Iqah,Mira.
Girls. Where are you ?

2009-05-23T13:13:00.000-07:00

If I'm gonna update in details , trust me , its gonna be a longgg entry .
So will update a short one .

Well , have been spending me everydays' with who else if not my babygirl.
Met her up like almost everyday.
Getting out butts into trouble (well its not much of a trouble actually) , getting out ass drunk like hell ( i wish!) , looking at cute boys and dancing with them ( cintaku , i menyesal now!) hahhaahah .
And a whole lott more.
Its a never ending list of fun when I'm with cintaku . huhuhuh .

So last Thursday , P.M.A.O with babygirl .
Went to O bar to get started . Just the 2 of us at first .
Had a few shots before we headed down to Double O. ( padahal neighbours)
Met up with Tino and his bunch of friends outside Double O .
After which , all of us went to Rav for another dancing-our-ass-off sessions .

*O Bar*

*Double O*

*Rav*

And today.
Was sleeping when I was awakened by the irritating ringtone on my cell.
My mom called me up like crazy forcing me to come down to my niece's birthday party.
At Kallang .
So I dragged my butt out of bed and get ready .
Will upload pictures of the birthday party soon. Its at babygirl's cam and its inside my bag now.
Lazy to take. LOLx.
After which went to Bugis and met up with my sis.
Did some shopping and I splurged on nail polish and nail stickers and everything that has got to do with nails.
And later at night , met up with my ex yang tersayngg sekali. My baby masham .
huhu . I really miss him. Like a lotttt.
Its been close to one year since we broke up. ( actually its one year already).But things just doesn't seem to change.
Well maybe a bit ? bedek ahh if nothing changed.
People changed. Like abodennnn !
And believe it or not. I've been single ever since we broke up. =)
Noo its not like as if I'm still hegeh-hegeh bogeh for him.
Just that , things between me and all the other guys, just doesn't seem to work out well.
*da dpt perangai mcm suns plak kans* hahahahahahaha.

*Baby masham kuzZ*
Lolx.
Remember 150507?

*haha. singing " kenangan indahhh . aku dan dirimu"*

Ohh and btw . Like finally I did the eyelash extension.
*tadaaaaaa*

No need for fake eyelashes anymore.
So now, I sleep with it, I bath with it. And I do everything with it without having to take them off !
*weeeeeeeeeee*

okay so aniwaes its already 6am now.
Going off to bed.
Will update soon.

2009-05-13T21:28:00.000-07:00

Why is it that I'm always making the same stupid silly huge mistake over and over again .
It happens to me once, and now history is repeating itself.
I just wouldn't wanna learn.
What more can I do ?
Its too late for me to say no.
I just don't know what I was thinking.
I need help . Real bad.
I just feel like crying on someone's shoulder but sadly this someone is long gone.
Gone far away from my life.
I'm disappointed with myself.
I need to talk to someone. Someone who knew me inside out. Someone who can accept me no matter what I become. Someone who was there for me when I needed them the most. Someone who would pick me up no matter how many times I fall.
-Nana and my girlfriends.

urghh im being so emo right now.
Who wouldn't ?!
alright will update soon.

Gatals.

2009-05-10T09:29:00.000-07:00

I think this is the 48750598364th times I deleted after which I create my blog again.
Sooo gatals.
And I don't know how come I settled down with this blogskin.
So not me. I want those kawaii kawaii skins.
But so far none caught my attention.
Okay so I don't know how long this blog is gonna survive.
Everytime I don't feel like updating I tend to set my blog to private.
I.just.wouldn't.wanna.set.it.to.public.
See ! Gatal or whuttt ?

I'm living my life to the fullest.
Without any restriction, Without anyone stopping me. Without anyone telling me what to do and what not to do.
See ! Don't you just envy me and my awesome live ?!
huhuu~

So let me start off with the most awesome entry about my awesome life.

St James Powerhouse the other day with my babygirl.
It was awesome ! Even though it was only the 2 of us.
But still we had the most . . *what's the word?* awesome night ever!
LOL !
But before that , we went to doll ourself up, get our hair done which it took me like what ? 3 to 4 hours plus just to do my hair ?
Ohh and the funny thing was that I was the last customer and everyone else was gone, leaving me and my personal hairstylist all alone, inside the shop.
huhuhuuh.
But the awesome thing was that i befriend with my personal hairstylist and even asked him to join us.
Awesome enough ?

Okay so .
To cut thing short I'll just upload pictures of our awesome night.

*Ohh that's alep kedongdong which I planned to meet him there.
Sadly he couldn't enter because of what i dont know. :(

*Singing : You'll be my american boy, american boy* hahahah

*all thanks to him for doing my hair. my personal hairstylist*

Not its not the end !
If this is the neend.
It'll just spoil the whole awesome thingy. haah . wtf ?

So just the other day , I went to this Ping Yi gathering.
From batch 1998 to 2008.
Awesome or whattt ?
Was hoping to see my crushes/admirers.
But . .lets just say it wasn't THAT awesome alright.
So after the whole gathering thingy, complaining about our $10 and all .
Headed down to reservoir with Nana, Nasayu and Iqah.
Wasn't in the right mood due to some sundals. hahaha.
Not its just sundal not sundals.haah!
So later at night went to East Coast with NanaLove.
Saw her friend and we had a few round of drinking session. Perfect timing. Just what I need.
After which Nana had to go off leaving me all alone.
*sad face*

And just yesterday.
Went to Bugis with a friend of mine.
The plan was to help him search for mother's day gift.
But we ended up chilling at Starbucks and we had some jokes session. haah.
Later that night, I headed down to City hall.
Met Syahid and his friends.
Sat at "the pond" for quite sometime before we make a move to Clark Quay, walking from "the pond" all the wayyy to Clark Quay. With my super duper tall heels.
Rightttt !
There were about 15 of us ? or more? Can't be bother to count.
Thank goodness Syahid's brother in law came to pick us up.
Reached home and went online to chat with my baby Dino.
~weeeeeee.

Today, mother's day.
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO MY MOMMAY MONSTER !
I love you mommay !
*thinking what else to write*
Yeahh . I love you even more mommay!
k.enough.

So what else ?
I've been going out almost everyday.
On the verge of going bankrupt already.
Aiyoo .

bahhhh .
till then . toodles people.
I'm going out to search for something awesome to do.

ohh btw to those who are under my links.
pls do tell me if you've changed your link or closed your bloggie alrightey.
chaos.

2009-05-05T13:07:00.000-07:00

Okay so here's the thing.
I'm back to being jobless, yet again.
Someone just told me that I can't seem to stick my butt on just one job for a period of time.

So I've been active , yet again on job huntings.
Been meeting my babygirl , Nana, almost everyday .
But its okay.
Someone is here to help me and save my day !
*smiles*

Dino Effendi Huber.
here comes your part ! *yayyyy*
So he's been helping me to submit my resume and looking for jobs online.
I knoww. How sweeet is that ?
Well he's not the only sweeet one around.
I'm much more sweeter cause I've been accompanying him at work till he misses his bus and I had to start doing those countdowns which he finds it really irritating and annoying but at the same time cute.
right right right ?!
hahahaha.

And and and.
I've been waiting to lose my "laksa virginity" with him !
yes. I'm still a virgin to laksa. no idea how it taste like.
So this june , hahahahha . i make sure i'll lose my "laksa virginity" with you okay .
and a lot more other things which im still a virgin to.
*pls keep a clear mind here people*
huahahahahahah.

And dino . pls don't chat with me while eating.
i hate ittt idiot !

*santa clause is coming to singapore this june!*
hahahahaahahahahaahhaa .

p;s : im gonna dye my hair againnnnnnn tmrw !
powerhouse tmrw ? anyone ?

till then . take care.
toodles to the poodles doodles.

Knock You Down

2009-05-03T04:36:00.000-07:00

I know. This is the 8736995th times I actually privatise and unprivatise my blog.
Sometimes I just can't be bothered to update. But when there's a need to update, I still can't be bothered to update. =.="
haaaaah .

So err , I don't know what's there to update.
*thinking thinking*
Nope, still nothing. So will update soon.
Toodles.

*ohh btw people. my blog is best viewed using Mozilla Firefox. It'll turn out all screw up if you're using Internet explorer.